buttons~

I dream of having a 'reset' button, so that we can start something new, and have a new beginning.

I wish for a 'pause' button when we are together, so that i will not ever forget how happy I am when we are together.

I ask God for a 'stop' button, so we do not need to continue those stupid fights.

I tried to find a 'fast forward' button, so I can decide whether to hold you or to let go of your hands.

But after all, those buttons never exist.

I only have a 'play' button, so that I can start something new with someone else. I can forget the happy feeling when we were together because those memories hurt me in the end. From those fights, I realize that we are too childish and were not  ready yet to face it all, and without the 'fast forward', I can finally see how this story should be ended.

I have to and I will stop seeking for those buttons, because after all, I can do and find everything with only a 'play' button. Life is not about sobbing for the past or digging for the future, what we have to do is to follow the line, learn the lessons, throw the pain and sadness away, and hold tight to the happiness