a mirror

I believe standing in front of a mirror is not so strange for all of us. I personally love standing in front of it. I can say things I want to say, I stop hiding things and can naturally laugh, cry, smile, and doing a thousand of silly things. I love cheering myself up, putting some make up on my face and then tell myself that I'm pretty and stuffs. Do turning after putting on some nice dress and sometimes adding some funny dance. I love the mirror, but the mirror, will never love me back.

Strangely, sometimes we turn into someone we don't know. Yes, when we fall in love. They said it is because you give some of yourself and take some from the other self. The one you love is sometimes like the mirror. You are so happy that you think you find someone who can make you so happy, who helps you to live your life the fullest. You never feel so scared to show who you really are, the one who makes you feel so pretty, smiling back to you when you smile at him, and the one who will do the silly dance with you. But then again, sometimes, the one you love may stop loving you or maybe he never loves you from the very start. And there is this terrible thing about a mirror you sometimes do not realize, when you are gone, the reflection is gone. When someone else comes, the mirror will again reflect the new one. Falling in love with a mirror is never right.

At some point, I think my head was just angry that it is trying to put some things back the way they used to be. My mind sneakily got into the heart, and took over everything. Once again, the heart got beaten up. I stop wanting to be the person I see through my mirror everyday. I want to be someone, someone my heart wants me to be, someone my head will never be disagree.

Tonight, when the first tear fell after a while, my heart is finally back to its place. I am on my way to be someone I'm proud of. I can see what I truly deserve. They may say that I am good at moving on, but when you know something is not worth fighting for, then why bother trying? You should not only know when to start, it is more important to know when to stop. 
The mirror may seem interesting at first, but you will be tired of seeing the same thing, you will be tired of living the way your reflection wants you to be, and then you will start getting sick of it.
Differences seems difficult, I know. But the best way is never an easy way. That is all I know.
And another thing I know for sure is that,
I'm not alone :)
so that I do not have to worry about anything.

Cheers!