Sky

I break rules and promises, I stop listening to the world, and I change my own self for only, you. Yes you.

There's too much magic to deny
A fool can see we're meant to be
'cause there's something about us,
something about us
-Something About Us (Clay Aiken)-

Moonlight. only that little light. But it's enough, to light up the night sky.I find out that I do not need to find the one who loves me abundantly, who loves me too much. I need one that can make me feel enough. Maturity, gentleness, intelligence, or any other things are things we should not really consider. I mean, do you fall in love with this guy? or with this guy's maturity? I'll let you have your own answer. He's there. Always there. And that's, enough for me :)

Star. He's my first star. The extra ordinary one. He may not have the brightest shine, but I know his shine. I may not see him every single time, but when he's up on the night sky. Believe me, I would recognize him. I see him twinkling everyday. The first star leads the other star. It comes as the first, and disappears as the last. He never fails to guard me. His shine protects me from every harm, tears, and sadness. How can I not be grateful? How can I not love him?

Lightning. The lightning reminds me of your presence. Coming out of nowhere, striking without any warning. But still, you successfully made my head turned to you, stole my heart. He burned down all my doubt, fear, and disappointment. He made me sure, that being together, with him, will give me, him, and us more  strength to face this world.

Clouds. It's not like the sky only has this one big cloud. There are a lot of them. They smoothly move together. They have their own system, the way they float in the sky. They are simply, beautiful. He is always in my daily life. He turns every bad day into a great one. He makes me feel at ease in like every second we're together. We have our own system, living this i-don't-know-how-to-call-it relationship. I never know how it will end, but I think it'll be great and lovely in the end. I love the way he does not want to leave my mind,  the way he unconsciously makes me smile and hardly stop to ask "do you think of me, just like the way I think about you?"  Yes, I do think about you, every now and then.

Sun. He is warm. The way he puts his arm around me makes me feel...safe. He keeps my heart warm. I want to tell you how I really feel, but I can not find any words, they're all mixed up with my thoughts, wandering in my mind. I love him. Is that enough, to explain everything you wanna know?

Rainbow. As the red, orange, yellow, green, blue, pink, and purple curves create an awesome rainbow on the sky, He is a perfect combination of brother, father, best friend, and lover. He creates an awesome rainbow, in my life. The only difference is that the sky needs 7 curves to create such a great rainbow, while in my case, I only need, a curve. His smile. And I know I can't be happier than this.

The sky itself is beautiful. Kinda irreplaceable. It does not have to put all those frills I explained before to draw a smile on my face. A plain blue sky is stunning,  yet I prefer a blue sky with thousand clouds on it. While a plain blue sky creates happiness, a blue sky with thousand clouds holds me back, and it's hard not to fall in love with it. You make me smile, you make me think about you. And suddenly, having you as the way I have you today is far from enough, I want you to be mine. Is it too much? 'cause no matter how hard I try, that feeling just never goes away.

"Don't be afraid of your fears. They're not there to scare you. They're there to let you know that something is worth it" 

- C. Joybell C.

"So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me... everyday"

 - Nicholas Sparks